Lets move to Texas! NOW!

So many emotions today, I'm happy to have my boyfriend to talk to, he makes me have tears of joy (oh the irony) I really want to see him again, I make it a mission to imagine him next to me everyday. I support him and know he tells the truth, for now I know the answers. He makes me feel the happy I need to be, myself, but to never fall off my path, what I truly want is to keep fighting at work, be a friend.. NO! A BEST friend to others, a lending ear, and to my sweet heart a lap to lay his head on. To keep saving and push my way to the things I need to keep myself happy and honest with myself. To see long past friends, to dance the night away in another state, then fly to my new living quarters where friends will be there for me every step of the way (and I believe that knowing how my past roommates were like) Don't shoot me down life, God keep me going, let me love and my love reach others in many ways. It may be hard today, but what about tomorrow? Let us fly then.

Who I am and What I need

I am not despondent, but hopeful.
I am not happy, but oh well, I am
Being penetrated by these thoughts
Of lust
Love
Fag
Rise above
The rest of them
Kiss a guy, get a man
Be a bi, lend a hand
Join a club, be proud
Get (a guy) to shout out loud
That he loves me!
I'll fucking tell you that
I need a guy
Maybe I'm not bi
Cuz all I have now is lust
For someone lacking a bust
I don't care about Rachel
Don't care about Leight
All I want is a man to love and cherish me
Going crazy
Dazed and hazy
Soon I'm going to go to school
Is being gay cool?

    Anonymous, age 14

~Happy

"I'm not gonna run away & I never go back on my word, That is my Ninja Way!"

Officially 23, Good Bye Taylor Swift

I was waiting til 9:46 p.m. hit for me to type this out, that's when I was born from what my mother tells me. I'm a 23 year old woman that has a future to look forward to, I can see it so clearly now, it makes me the happiest girl alive. Even more to know a man is by my side no matter what. I love him so much and can't wait to see what happens when I support him and love him in anything he does. I was born on the border line of Kentucky and Tennessee (which the part I was on was Tennessee so... yeah!) I grew up southern and I know I still have it in me, moving around you can tell and hear it in my voice I have a weird but interesting accent. Even I can get words mixed up and speak out of line, I have my sister and boyfriend kicking me for what I say that's wrong! It's all fine, everything is good with them, I'm very happy to be back with my friends and lover, how it was in the beginning and how I came back into it. I'm blessed, I am Happy, I'm going to save up, move out, and have a little bit more peace back into my life, because I want to be on my own (rather I will be with roommates again but they help out more than my ex roommates)

~Happy

"I'm not gonna run away & I never go back on my word, That is my Ninja Way!"